Ivy's Silent Hill 。♥

    Architectural decoration is really a huge project.

    My brother finally decides to decorate his new home.We went to the 红星美凯龙 furniture market today,it locates at the exit of the 4th ring road of east.It's 4 times bigger than Ikea,people here are 4 times less than Ikea ,too.We took a stroll in it and tried some sofa and beds which looks good.My brother chosen a light-yellow sofa match with a dining-table which cost 8800 in total,but my sister-in-law and i prefer to a softer one with the colour in light grey which is really costs.I have never been through this before,picking furniture is troublesome,not just the easy deal money exchange the goods.

    After take a clearly look on both quality and price of those gear,we do the math and take a lavish dinner with unspoken mood.Maybe it's better to buy the material ourselves.We should realize it earlier.

    However, interior designing sounds funny.

"Window-shopping is better."

      we signed this after a whole day walking from one place to another,and we got nothing but exhausted head and wooden arms&legs. What a miserable life we led in !In fact,there were a varity of goods we fond of,specifically,i'm really into a TW cashmere coat with ideal red&black checks and depressing price 1780RMB,moreover,without any discount.Xiaobai had his eye on an london-style coat which the number is far beyond his consume ability aslo.Is it that difficult to find a garment which is affordable and adorable?I urgently think that my taste isn't by a fraction compared with actual truth.What if i was a designer and own a garment factory!

      Aslo,i feel about a sense of change happened on me that i finally learned to save money and control myself.I begin to regularize my unappropriate shopping habits as the rule of "unesscery rejection" which really worth celebrating.I don't know whether the power of growth forced me to behavier like an adult not a kid any more. 

     It's a little bit warmer today with the highest 7 and the lowest -4 degree.It feels like Runway Project's words which the host never ever forget to mentions.For me,the longer time my editor spends on writting the commentary，the more free space i would get,neverless there always here.Actually,i'm a little upset about using the Avid Liquid which i have never touch it before.So i took 2 hours yesterday learning it on the net which may do some help.

     It's a horrible nightmare that getting up at 7:00 and going to bed before 12:00,especially from a room with insufficient central heating in such a freezing weather outside.I can't agree more why some guys strongly miss their colleage school life after they coming up to works.Can hard work really equal to value provation?Can we truely satisfied with doing unlike job and exchanging the mean paid?It's the trueth we confront while finished school,besides,the other thing we can do is accept.Maybe it's nothing doing what i like to do ,but the opposite is fucking.And i've got to like what i do now is just the point.

     today's hot bot meal is nice ,btw.

As the topic says,I'm almost desprate to make a decision that i must keep a dariy in damn English  everyday to get proficiency.

Nov.18 2009

    Nothing could be more exciting than "stealing" 18 lilies and 12 roses in the "happy farm land" after finished the latest TBBT.Sheldon sometimes really makes people sick while he can always find connections between the normal and the sick scientific theory ,however,i still love him not just because of his powerful memory and wisdom.
    Many guys got up in the early morning today to watch the so-called Leo Meteorshower,i guess most of them missed it like the 3 guys in TBBT.I have experienced waitting the Meteorshower in my junior school while almost half of all the girls living in that domitory went to the roof  at the midnight.It reminds me thoes pure wishes i made at that twinkling,I cannot make a comment precisely wether its effectiveness truely exists or not,I believe it's just a way of romance.
    Besides,I'm speechless about the disgusting terrible freezing weather here in BJ.My tender skin just cannot stand with the strong wind a little more time.Dare U blow it harder?! I just cannot get over why Obama would like go to the forbindden city in such a nasty sort of day.

    Let it commit suicide,the boring winter weather.

WHAT A HEAVY SNOW!!

      从10月21到11月5号，这半个月我在南方跑了好几个地方，见了不一样的人，完成拍摄任务后，从繁华都市到1000米海拔的高山，从正宗的澳门蛋挞到重庆麻辣烫再到我亲爱的湖南菜。极其仁慈的主编还放我两天假我可以回家看妈妈，然后可以去长沙看李丹。汇了经视的几位童鞋，听了好多湖南广电的八卦，吃了辣的嘴巴都麻了的香辣蟹。这些已经拿工资的童鞋都在自己的平凡的岗位上或开心或抱怨得工作着，管它好坏，不就是混口饭吃嘛活的开心才最重要。跟了北电的摄影，才知道什么是专业，想起曾经自己拍过的东西，简直就是一坨屎，还有那些成天吵吵着要拍大片挣大钱的人，殊途同归，最后吔不过就是找个工作老实一呆。
     我其实好想顺便去一趟武汉看吴蕾，但确实怕回来晚了被领导骂，送特产吔是空的啊。哎，好多时候心里想到的，没能付诸实践，花了三分之一的生活费给老娘买了一瓶雅顿的显效21天，希望有效果，希望那个SA没有骗我。实在后悔当初那条LEVIS，一盒雅诗兰黛的钱啊！
      一回来就学校中介两头跑，总算搞定申请的事情，少一事真的轻松不少。为报学校，犹豫来犹豫去，最后还是定了伦敦。就跟人们都想去北京读大学一样，大城市毕竟意味着更多机会和更广阔的视野。同样学一年，我始终不报太大希望能从学校学多少东西，只是希望那种氛围能改变我的一些根深蒂固的旧观念，能够让我有机会了解到电影电视里没有的老资本主义国家的文化，花那么多钱镶层银边，买个人生阅历，一万个于心不忍最后还是眼巴巴得开始申请。都说伦敦华人遍地，但我总不能因为这个选择一个穷乡僻壤的地方吧，语言倒是练了，全是带有口音的蹩脚英语回来没一人听得懂。万事都有不如意，我只有找一条折中的路尽量对得起爸妈对得起自己。
     

不晓得是因为回到北京就进入生理期容易烦躁的原因，还是这一下子就要穿上羽绒服的天气让我有点接受不了，还是甲流疫苗的后劲太大，我容易火冒。总有没事闲着找你茬传你是非的人，大家同在北京，成熟的话请你管好你的嘴，要么你有什么看不惯就直接当我面说，何必要隐姓埋名假模假样地弘扬道德。你把我的日记也太当回事了，我从来写给自己看，根本没必要装楚楚可怜，再说了，我从来也不觉得装可怜可以惹人怜，我也没有那个初衷想让您老觉得我满心祈愿，我祝福我的朋友与你何干？那个疯了的人，自己都知道自己疯了，还在这里吐什吐什么痰。非要搞得你很不受欢迎，真的有点蠢。

在朋友的日志里看到一句话：以前上个厕所都有人陪，现在却什么事情都要自己一个人做。

我没有像她当时看到这句话那样泪流满面，我不知道我的眼泪都去哪里了，流不出来，但是我好想哭。

我自己都想不起来除了看电影我还为什么事情哭过，伤心过，我感觉到的有沮丧有失落有孤单，可是像中学那会那样真正为一件事情揪心，那种感觉已经好久没有了。

不知道是不是现实的压力让我来不及细细顾及一些事情，其实好多时候我好想他们也好羡慕他们，希望我的朋友们都开心。

拍片途中遇见的小狗仔!可爱至极~~