Ivy's Silent Hill 。♥

    I'm not feeling good staying at home with nothing to do but learning English.Though i'm lucky to avoid getting up at 6:00 for take a seat in the classroom,a sense of guilt always fills in my mind.Studying abroad means money exporting and i don't know how can i earn them back to my parents.If make a promise did work,maybe i would feel better.What a contradictory person i am!Let those complex thought go to the hell.

    Life is temporarily so-so and quiet without the wearisome work to do.I dreamt a lot last night.I seemed to be on the way home,when finished a half,i went to visit sue,she was having breakfast with melon,she told me a guy wants to chase her and wether she should start the relationship.It was in summer vacation that i lost it for three or four years.I don't know what's in my subconsciousness lead me to those summer days over and over again.I felt nothing but empty when i recall the time from saying goodbye to my first love to now,there seems nothing worth to store in memory.I'm grateful to those guys who treated me kindly,i tried to be good to someone,i tried to be sincere,i tried to be nice,i tried to secretly admire someone,i tried to put my heart and soul completely into a relationship,however,as the same result with nothing except hurting others and hitting myself.I am ignorant with the so-called love.

    Nothing further,while i put myself into sentimental mood.

    Architectural decoration is really a huge project.

    My brother finally decides to decorate his new home.We went to the 红星美凯龙 furniture market today,it locates at the exit of the 4th ring road of east.It's 4 times bigger than Ikea,people here are 4 times less than Ikea ,too.We took a stroll in it and tried some sofa and beds which looks good.My brother chosen a light-yellow sofa match with a dining-table which cost 8800 in total,but my sister-in-law and i prefer to a softer one with the colour in light grey which is really costs.I have never been through this before,picking furniture is troublesome,not just the easy deal money exchange the goods.

    After take a clearly look on both quality and price of those gear,we do the math and take a lavish dinner with unspoken mood.Maybe it's better to buy the material ourselves.We should realize it earlier.

    However, interior designing sounds funny.

"Window-shopping is better."

      we signed this after a whole day walking from one place to another,and we got nothing but exhausted head and wooden arms&legs. What a miserable life we led in !In fact,there were a varity of goods we fond of,specifically,i'm really into a TW cashmere coat with ideal red&black checks and depressing price 1780RMB,moreover,without any discount.Xiaobai had his eye on an london-style coat which the number is far beyond his consume ability aslo.Is it that difficult to find a garment which is affordable and adorable?I urgently think that my taste isn't by a fraction compared with actual truth.What if i was a designer and own a garment factory!

      Aslo,i feel about a sense of change happened on me that i finally learned to save money and control myself.I begin to regularize my unappropriate shopping habits as the rule of "unesscery rejection" which really worth celebrating.I don't know whether the power of growth forced me to behavier like an adult not a kid any more. 

     It's a little bit warmer today with the highest 7 and the lowest -4 degree.It feels like Runway Project's words which the host never ever forget to mentions.For me,the longer time my editor spends on writting the commentary，the more free space i would get,neverless there always here.Actually,i'm a little upset about using the Avid Liquid which i have never touch it before.So i took 2 hours yesterday learning it on the net which may do some help.

     It's a horrible nightmare that getting up at 7:00 and going to bed before 12:00,especially from a room with insufficient central heating in such a freezing weather outside.I can't agree more why some guys strongly miss their colleage school life after they coming up to works.Can hard work really equal to value provation?Can we truely satisfied with doing unlike job and exchanging the mean paid?It's the trueth we confront while finished school,besides,the other thing we can do is accept.Maybe it's nothing doing what i like to do ,but the opposite is fucking.And i've got to like what i do now is just the point.

     today's hot bot meal is nice ,btw.

As the topic says,I'm almost desprate to make a decision that i must keep a dariy in damn English  everyday to get proficiency.

Nov.18 2009

    Nothing could be more exciting than "stealing" 18 lilies and 12 roses in the "happy farm land" after finished the latest TBBT.Sheldon sometimes really makes people sick while he can always find connections between the normal and the sick scientific theory ,however,i still love him not just because of his powerful memory and wisdom.
    Many guys got up in the early morning today to watch the so-called Leo Meteorshower,i guess most of them missed it like the 3 guys in TBBT.I have experienced waitting the Meteorshower in my junior school while almost half of all the girls living in that domitory went to the roof  at the midnight.It reminds me thoes pure wishes i made at that twinkling,I cannot make a comment precisely wether its effectiveness truely exists or not,I believe it's just a way of romance.
    Besides,I'm speechless about the disgusting terrible freezing weather here in BJ.My tender skin just cannot stand with the strong wind a little more time.Dare U blow it harder?! I just cannot get over why Obama would like go to the forbindden city in such a nasty sort of day.

    Let it commit suicide,the boring winter weather.